The abortion will be via the pill (which I think is an awfully ironic name for it). Its killing me and Im crying every night. You can do more than you think you can. A letter from an unborn baby: fHi mom!, how are you?, I am doing just fine thanks. A heart touching letter from a unborn baby to his mother baby is very happy when he is conceived and think that his mother is world's best mom and he share his happiness with his mother telling her all his activities and growing stages in her tummy but his parents decide to abort this baby.. prayatn Follow Advertisement Advertisement Recommended You are raising two kids of his first marriage and the least he can do is to man up and respect your decision of keeping this baby. I didnt want him to be there for me or my baby out of obligation, I wanted him to be happy. or He doesnt want to start over and says that we are too old. She assures me, You dont have to do this. I tell her, I do. I compose myself. In my heart i know that baby would have deserved better, but is it ok to feel THat way? I wish this was easier. Colorado. Anyway, Im still mourning and will never forget till the day I die. The dad is eh. The emotions you displayed in this article made me cry because it is exactly how I feel. I just remember lying on the table crying my eyes out begging for forgiveness till They put me to sleep . I got married in December, I just found out that I am pregnant last week, Im running my masters degree and my husband isnt financially stable, feeling really sad and confused about what to do next. Im not mad at you anymore. I miss my baby. Couldnt take my meds or prenatals because the baby threw up everything. It all means the same thing. I was six weeks pregnant . After decades of keeping her . Good luck on your decision if you havent made up your mind yet but no matter what, I am sure it will be the best decision for you. It breaks my heart to know that the only two times Ive been pregnant ended with me terminating. The pain in my gut has not gone away. I had been taking pregnancy tests every cycle for the past six months just to have peace of mind. Walgreens Won't Sell Abortion Pills in Most Republican-Led States We use protection and still Ive ended up pregnant once more. Wish I could turn back time. Now it is 3 months later and I always find myself looking at bassinets and baby items. I cried so bad in the clinic and during the procedure that I still have nightmares and flashbacks often. So afraid. I dont know what to do but I see no way out of this.